Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Day 12: Trying to...Fear Not

The most oft repeated command in scripture is Fear Not. Many an angel have uttered those words to frightened people.  The reason it was so often repeated is because people were scared.  And yet I do love the sentiment that God enters our fears with us and tells us to be not afraid because His is with us in all things.
These funky little angels that adorn my house each Christmas seemed appropriate for today's post for a number of reasons.  My mom made them back in 1966 and I grew up with them around the house.  I have always loved the fancy hairdos that these angels sport, probably because I had short, pixie cut hair when I was little and perhaps dreamed of a day when I could have a cool flip, or pony tails like these girls!  Anyway...I took them from my mom's house several years ago and just love putting them out every year.  Today they represent to me the angels who cry out, "Fear Not".  Just now, there is a new reason to feel a little fearful.  My mom has been fighting (valiantly) cancer for the past 4.5 years.  She's had times when she has been very, very sick and we thought that we would lose her.  But we have not and for the past year or so, she has been in remarkably good health and even had periods of time when there was no trace of cancer in her system at all.  Sadly, those days have shifted again and the latest news is that the cancer is back in her body, showing its ugly face once again so she will once again begin chemotherapy on Monday.  The Dr. feels that he will know a lot within 6 weeks so we shall see.
The thing of it is that neither my dad, my mom nor I fear death in and of itself.  My mom is a faithful saint who will surely be met at heaven's door with a "well done my good and faithful servant."  Hundreds of people have been touched by her caring presence in their lives.  In fact, when my mom asked why she still feels and looks so good even though the cancer is active, her Dr. said, "It's because you are filled with the Holy Spirit."  So it's not death itself that creates angst for us.  For me, I feel sad that she may lose quality of life again.  I hope she won't be as sick as she was in the past while on chemo.  I hope and pray that the medicine will be the healing agent that she needs right now.  We don't know any of this today.  The words of Great is Thy Faithfulness ring in my ears...strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow, Great is God's faithfulness unto us.  I believe that with all my heart and entrust my mom's journey to God's care.
These are the days when the distance that separates me from my parents feels long and complicated.  I want to be home with them and yet my advent journey is unfolding here in Stockholm for now.  I am grateful for my church family, my friends and my loving husband who join me on this journey.  And I will listen with bended ear for the joyful chorus of the angels that surround me saying, "Fear Not, for I bring you good news of great joy, that today in the city of David is born a Savior."  A savior who draws close, brings comfort and peace and healing.  I trust that today and every day and find that my fears rest just a bit easier.  May you also find rest from whatever it is that is stirring up fear.

Day 11: All Dressed Up...

Stockholm has pulled out all the stops this year and put a big effort into decorating the city with some new and different things.  Their hope was to become more of a "Christmas Destination" city, dazzling people with its natural beauty along with some lovely Christmas decor.  The Swedish Christmas markets have always had a certain charm, and the city has always been lovely this time of year, but admittedly, it has been a bit understated, especially compared to the outrageous displays one can experience in the U.S.!  But this year, they have really added some nice new touches.
Especially stunning is the light display of pine trees and reindeer that decorate the big round point in the center of town.  The first time I saw this lit up it literally took my breath away.  I thought it was so grand and majestic and lovely, a great reflection of Swedish culture...bold but still a bit understated. All white lights reflecting two major aspects of life in Sweden...pine trees and reindeer! But alas, it seems not all Swedes are happy about all this!  They feel it is too sold out to commercialism and too American!  What provided the real tipping point was this beautiful snow globe that went up in a very swanky part of town.  Apparently what had been contracted was not what was delivered as in the end, the Chipmunks, as in Alvin and the Chipmunks, showed up inside the globe and the display was a big advertisement for the film that releases on Christmas day here!  Some Swedes were outraged, one woman even commenting that she felt dirty and used.  Seriously? That is just crazy.  Now, I don't like to bash Swedes or Sweden in my blog but in this case, I just don't get the outrage, especially in light of a couple of quirky customs here in Sweden.  To begin with, what constitues Christmas in a Swede's eyes?  About 2% of the population go to church on a regular basis so it's likely not the journey towards Bethlehem that matters.  In fact, one weird thing that I've noted in the years that I've lived here is that nativity scenes are almost totally absent in the city.  I've yet to find a Swedish Christmas card that mentions something religious.  It's all about tomte (Swedish Santa character), snow (of which there is none this year), candles and darkness, (both firmly in place).    There are stars everywhere but one wonders how many fine folks in this city understand the connection to THE star in the east that pointed the way to the Christ-child.  So, again, I ask, what is it in a Swede's mind that makes Christmas, Christmas?  Secondly, I find the whole objection to commercialism and Americanism a little ironic given that at 3.00p.m. on Christmas Eve the entire nation will be watching Donald Duck cartoons.  I kid you not...this is a great Christmas tradition for most Swedes.  So, I'm just kind of chuckling at this entire conversation.  I find it funny that I love every single light and decoration that adorns our city and find nothing offensive at all about the beautiful snow globe that sports the Chipmunks. And I will be celebrating the birth of Christ come December 25th!  Incidentally, it was moved from the swanky section of town to a lesser place about two blocks away!
Look carefully along the red bottom...you'll see the ad for the film!  
I was happy they didn't do away with it.  It's a great idea, this snow globe.  Figure out something else to put in it if you don't like the chipmunks!  So what's my point today...well, we all have opinions about Christmas decorations.  What some people love, others find tacky.  You will not find a colored light here in Sweden and many love that.  But I must say that even if I find the over the top decorations of some Americans a bit much, I still like to take a peek.  We drove through the neighborhoods that were highly decorated every year, marveling at the commitment that some people made during this season.  I also love the simple, gentle approach that Swedes take, not putting up their tree until at least the 23rd, sticking with all white light, simple bows and stars.  But at the end of the day, the central question remains...what makes Christmas, Christmas?  It's not decorations, it's Jesus.  Because decorations vary all over the world but the birth of Christ does not.  A child is given.  A son is born.  All over the world, the story is the same.  Christ the savior is born.  So whether you celebrate with colored lights, or white lights, with big pine trees or silly chipmunks, just don't lose the child in the midst of everything else.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Day 10: Taking Time to be Kind

This morning when I finished my tennis match, I returned to my car to see that I had a flat tire.  UGH.  No AAA here in Sweden.  What to do?  I coud see that there was a spare tire in the trunk, but I couldn't find the jack and truth be told...I wasn't really sure what to do.  So I humbled myself, walked back into the tennis club and asked Andreas, the club manager if he would be willing to help a "damsal in distress."  I felt so stupid...helpless female and all other clichĂ©s coming to mind.  But immediately he quit stringing the tennis racquet he was working on, grabbed his hat and walked out the door with me.  Fortunately it was a bright, sunny day but it was chilly.  We got to the car, he located the jack, (which by the way is called a domkraft in Swedish!  Definitely a new word for me and hopefully one I won't have to use very often!) and began the dirty and not so nice task of getting the car up so we could remove the tire and replace it.  I did what I could to help, removing the hubcap (navkapsel) and helped to unscrew the bolts.  Truth be told, even if I did know what to do, and could locate the "domkraft" under the spare, I'm not sure I could've turned the bolts myself.  It was very good of him to take a half hour out of the middle of the day and help me!
A real bonus was the chat we shared whilst he worked on my car.  He asked if I was going to the US for Christmas and I said, "No, I work in a church and have services over the holidays."  "Oh", he replied. "What kind of church is it?"  I said MissionKyrkan, a protestant church.  He said, "I was just wondering because I'm Orthodox.  I come from Greece."  I asked him if he went to the Orthodox church nearby where I live.  He said he does.  And then he said the greatest thing...He said, "Christmas is a special time because we celebrate the birth of Jesus, but the most important time for us is Easter, for that is when we celebrate the resurrection!"  I agreed with him with warmth and joy in my heart.
I'm not sure it's right for me to say that I'm actually glad I had flat tire this morning, but I am very glad that I got to talk to Andreas a bit more personally.  Not only did he bless me with his random act of kindness, that clearly cost him time and got his clothes and hands dirty, he also shared his faith with me, which provided unspeakable joy.
We're all busy right now.  Advent is heating up.  The days go by with lightening speed.  But, we miss the entire spirit of the season if we don't look for those wonderful opportunity to reach out for someone with kindness, be it in word or deed.  You just never know how God will use you in another's person life.  He used Andreas in mine this morning...how cool is it that the tennis club manager here in Stockholm Sweden not only knows how to change a tire, he is an orthodox believer...a brother of mine in Christ.  Hallelujah!

Monday, December 5, 2011

Day 9: Sinterklaas

Today my Dutch friends are celebrating Sinterklass on the eve of St. Nicholas day!  This is a special day because traditionally, this is the day that kids get their Christmas presents, not Christmas eve or Christmas day!  The name Santa Claus has its roots in this Dutch tradition but Sinterklaas is not be mistaken for Santa Claus.  St. Nicholas himself was a bishop from Myra, in Turkey who was born in 271 A.D.  According to one article, "On December 5th children leave clogs or shoes out to be filled with presents. They also believe that if they leave some hay and carrots in their shoes for Sinterklaas's horse, they will be left some sweets. Children are told that Zwarte Piet keeps a record of all the things they have done in the past year in a book and that good children will get presents from Sinterklaas, but bad children will get chased by Zwarte Piet with a stick!! Dutch tradition says that he lives in Madrid, Spain and every year he chooses a different harbour to arrive in Holland, so as many children as possible get a chance to see him. Every town in Holland has a few Sinterklaas helpers, dressed the same as Sinter Klaas who help give the presents out.  Christmas Day itself is a much quieter day in Holland, with a Church Service and family meal. Sometimes there is a special Christmas Day 'Sunday School' in the afternoon at the church, where the Christmas Story and other traditional stories are told."
I would never have known about this tradition without my Dutch friends!  One of the richest aspects of our being involved in an International church is the exposure that we've received to other cultures.  Customs and traditions vary throughout the world and it is always good to be reminded that there is more than one way to do things.  Not right, not wrong, just another way.  
For some reason I keep this pair of wooden shoes by our fireplace.  I bought them in Amsterdam when we took our first trip to The Netherlands a long time ago now.  I can't even remember the year we were there!  My mom always had a big pair of wooden shoes on the hearth by our fireplace and I guess it gives me a warm feeling to continue this in my own way.  I like having a pair of wooden shoes in the house!  I think it is especially appropriate today as I celebrate the joy my Dutch friends have brought me through the years.  I am very grateful to God that I've been privileged to enter into the world of so many other cultures.  It is not always easy to see things from another point of view but it is always life-enhancing to do so.  Can you think of something that you've looked at from another point of view lately?  Give it a try!  You will surely learn something new and likely have your life enriched in some wonderful manner.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Day 8: The Second Sunday in Advent

Here is my sermon from this week.  The texts were Isaiah 26:1-4, Luke 1:11-22 and Luke 2:25-32.  
The Promise of Peace

     One of the first commandments that we tried to teach our dog Tanner was Come! We wanted to be able to be with him in the open countryside and allow him to run freely off the leash. But in order for this to happen in an effective manner, he needed to learn to respond without hesitation to the Come command. Also, come is a useful command even when you are in a confined area, like our house, because sometimes he gets into things that he should not and then you want to be able to call him away. Of course, the most effective way to teach a dog to obey is to bribe him with treats! So as we taught Tanner the Come command, we would hold out a doggy treat so he could see what awaited him upon his arrival at our beck and call. The command to come quickly morphed into Tanner, come get a treat and over time we began to get decent results. However, neither Tanner nor we have mastered the Come command to the fullest extent. At best Tanner comes when called 80% of the time. When a treat is involved the odds do rise to 90% but if he is hyper focused on another activity, like chewing on a big stick or rolling in horse dung, he absolutely will not respond to our call. Sometimes he just stands a few meters away and stares us, daring us to chase him down. And let me tell you, there are fewer things more frustrating in life than when your 45 kilo moose of a dog will not listen to you. I cannot count the times that I have been in a park, or the woods, or some other open place where the echo of my voice can surely be heard by all within a 5 kilometer radius. Because of course, the one living being who is not listening to me is Tanner. And when he is unwilling to heed to my call, well, there is little I can do but just wait it out. He always eventually comes back, but sometimes not until I am so exasperated that I feel tempted to just leave him in the woods to figure out life on his own! Waiting for something to come, especially something you really want, is indeed a very hard thing to do. And when it doesn't come, you feel frustrated and disappointed and you wonder why that which you most want never comes to fruition.
     In many places of our world, one of the most sung hymns for advent is called O Come O Come Emmanuel. The song has origins that date back to the 12th century and the English version was translated in 1918 by British scholar John M. Neale. The text is based on the biblical prophecy that states that God will give Israel a sign that will be called Immanuel or "God with us". The verses sum up the longing of Advent as they depict the desperate plight of humanity in need of a Savior, and address Christ with seven grand titles, pleading with him to come save his people. Part of the brilliance of the hymn is that it is set in minor key and begins with a haunting melody that gives rise to the longings that are buried deep within us for a Savior to come and release us. Listen to the first verse:
O come, O come Emmanuel, to free your captive Israel. That mourns in lonely exile here, until the son of God appear.  Do you ever feel like you are mourning in lonely exile, waiting for the son of God to appear in your life? You have cried out to God, come, O come and yet in
some ways feel that your cry has fallen on deaf ears and you wonder if your longings will ever be realized in fulfillment? I can assure you that you are not alone these feelings and today I hope you discover anew the promise of fulfillment that God extends to each one of us through his son Jesus Christ.
     Our scripture lessons from Luke are focused on two men, Zechariah and Simeon, both men of God whose longings were deep and profound. I am sure both of them struggled with the failure of fulfillment throughout their lives for both waited an extraordinarily long time to see what God was doing in their midst. We are reminded that just because we don't see what God is doing doesn't mean that God is not at work in profound ways. Walter Wangerin, in his book, waiting for Jesus, says this: “God is a God of history, weaving its past and its future together, designing the times by overseeing the intricate patterns of human events, granting meaning to whole of humankind and thereby making any single moment incandescent with meaning.” What we find in Zechariah is God remembering his promises, answering his prayers but with timing that causes Zechariah to doubt what God is saying to him. God's message to Zechariah is that he will be given a son, and the son will prepare the way for the coming Lord, the messiah...two promises being fulfilled in this one terrifying, awesome moment...You Zechariah, against all odds, will have a son, and he, Zechariah will be called John and he will be filled with the Holy Spirit and he, Zechariah will bring news of another son, the promised one...the Messiah, the Son of God. And after waiting for so long to hear these very words Zechariah responds with doubt. We see in the text that Zechariah says, “How can I be sure this will happen? There is so much evidence to the contrary.”
Oh, friends have you ever been there? You pray for something, your pour out your heart, you ache with longing and you wonder why God does not hear your prayer and in some cases God moves in your life in a way that perhaps fulfills the desire or perhaps shifts the longing and it's scary to think about this new thing that God is doing in your life and so you respond by saying, “Really God, how can I be sure?” Or, in other cases, you carry those longings with you and nothing seems to be happening at all and we respond by saying “Really God, must you be so silent?” In any case, when we respond with Really God?, what we are actually saying is that we aren't fully confident that we can really trust God. So one of the most important questions of Advent is whether or not we really do believe that God will make good on his promises. If we don't have a fundamental belief that God can be trusted to be faithful then the peace that is offered us through Christ will forever escape us. For the peace of Christ which passes all understanding is rooted in an ability to trust that God is working and moving in our lives even when we see no evidence of such from our point of view.
The text from Isaiah reminds us that peace comes when we keep our thoughts fixed on God. It reminds us as well that we can trust in the Lord for the Lord God is the eternal Rock. The first six verses of Chapter 26 are offered as thanks to God for his deliverance. It's clear that the first verse isn't necessarily pointing to a geographical city but rather a state of mind...Instead of living in fear, they are confident that they are surrounded by God's salvation. This is why they can trust God...they do believe that he is their eternal rock. They believe that God can do what they cannot do. What we see revealed in these short verses from Isaiah is that trust must become a way of life. It is not a fleeting notion that we turn to now and again but rather the perfect peace that is promised to us comes through enduring trust. Trusting God involves a waiting component that becomes so poignantly real during advent. One Old Testament scholar sums it up so beautifully by saying that “Waiting is not doing nothing however. Rather waiting is doing what you know is right while refusing to run ahead of God to try to solve your problems yourself.” In other words, to wait on God is to trust God while allowing him to reveal things to you in his time and in his way. Peace will come if in the midst of our waiting, in the center of our longings we can trust that God is active and alive and will reveal the fulness of his promises to us when the time is right. One of the more challenging aspects of our faith is trusting and believing that God is capable of doing that which we are not. We have to remember that the prophets had been prophesying for years and years and years before the incarnation of Jesus Christ actually occurred. All the revelation necessary to prepare for the coming of Christ was concluded with Malachi's prophesy, the final book of the Old Testament. Do you know how many years and years and years passed between the time the prophets ended prophesying about the coming Christ and his birth? 400 years! Can you imagine that? A period of 400 years ensued before all the circumstances were right for Christ's incarnation. During most of that time, the Jews had little control over their political destiny, being ruled by one great power and then another. The glowing promises of the prophets for the time after the Exile had not come true. God was questioned even in the book of Malachi: Mal 2:17 says, “Where is the God of justice?”, and in Mal 3:14 the people proclaim that, “It is futile to serve God”. Each generation has its naysayers, and yet, what we see over and over again in scripture is God making good on his promises, delivering his people from the peril that they thought would swallow them up. During times when we feel that God is doing nothing, believers need to be encouraged by the evidence of God's faithful activity in the past and that his promise that he will never leave us or forsake us is valid today as well.
     That is why encountering Simeon is also very important to us. Simeon is also a great man to encounter during advent because he spent his entire life waiting expectantly to see the Messiah. Our text tells us that Simeon was righteous and devout and was eagerly waiting for the Messiah to come and rescue Israel. The Holy Spirit was with him as well. When Mary and Joseph brought Jesus to the temple, Simeon encountered them and knew that his expectations were finally coming to fulfillment. And his gives witness to God's faithfulness with this prayer: Now let your servant die in peace as you have promised, I have seen your salvation which you have prepared for all people. And then he affirms the purpose for Christ's coming into the world, that he is a light to reveal God to the
nations, he is the glory of your people Israel. Simeon is a testament to someone who never lost faith that God would deliver on his promise to him, even as he grew older, even as the years went by without fulfillment.        
     Friends, we have received the same promise that Simeon has, that we shall see the Messiah before we die. Have you ever stopped to consider how God has been at work in your life to reveal to you Jesus Christ his son? Isn't it amazing that through all of the twists and turns that each one of our lives have taken that in God's great vision for his church, he has landed us all here in Stockholm, Sweden where he wants to continue to reveal the glory of his son Jesus Christ in our midst? That it is God's deep and abiding will that we know his son, that we enter into his presence, that we too come to understand that Christ is the messiah who came as a light to the nations. You see, perhaps as you think about your own longings and the ways in which God is NOT fulfilling them, maybe it is useful to recall what HAS been promised to us. We have been promised salvation through Jesus Christ. We have been given unconditional abiding love from the God of heaven and earth. We have been given a church community, the body of Christ so that together we can pursue the mission that God has set forth for us. God's promises are alive and well in our midst. The struggle that we face is that in our private individual lives some of our longings go unmet and in those personal, private moments of sadness and malcontentedness we wonder where God is and why he is not answering our beck and call. But we must admit that God never promised that he'd be at our beck and call. Instead, he promised us a way to enjoy an abiding relationship with him through his Son Jesus Christ and through Christ would provide for us the strength, hope and courage to face the road of life, that at times may be a quite rough for some of us, and yet still be able to trust that God is at work, even when we ourselves don't fully understand it or feel it. Evangelist Ravi Zacharias once said that “Faith is confidence in the person of Jesus Christ and in his power, so that even when his power does not serve my end, my confidence in him remains because of who he is.” Friends, we are invited to cry out to God to come, come and be in our midst Emmanuel...be the God with us, but that is a very different cry than come and do what I want you to in my life. Part of the waiting and expectation of Advent is allowing God to reveal himself in his ways and in his time. A lack of trust only leads to greater frustration and propels us to take matters into our own hands seeking to fulfill our longings through our own efforts, which most of the time will also leave us wanting. In Zechariah's case, his doubt led to silence. He was robbed of the gift of speech from the time it was revealed that Elizabeth was pregnant with John the Baptist until he was born. Months. As I reflected on this I could not help but think that sometimes silence is our greatest need. Perhaps the angel Gabriel saw that what Zechariah needed most was to be quiet so that he could better hear God's voice and thus understand in a greater way what God was busy doing in his midst, even though initially Zechariah could not believe it was true. Maybe this is a good life lesson for us that when our longings are raging, or peace escapes us, instead of clamoring about trying to sate our desires, we need to silence ourselves and take time to listen, to feel, to watch expectantly for the work of the Holy Spirit that is actively moving around us, but at any given moment may not have our own self at the center of the activity. Trusting that God is at work even if we don't see it is one of the primary ways to experience the deep peace that the coming Christ promises us. But it requires letting go of our own agenda for how life should unfold and it means that we need to yield our personal longings to the will of God and trust that in God's grand scheme, he has not forgotten about us but is perhaps up to something that we cannot imagine.
Maybe that's part of why the waiting during advent is hard for us. For in waiting for Christ, we take a risk because we never really know when or how Christ will be born into our lives this year and sometimes that can be very frightening.
     But there are lots of frightening moments laced throughout the Christmas story. Zechariah was afraid, but was given the most repeated command in scripture...do not be afraid. I suppose that many of here today are frightened, unsure of what lies ahead, mired in longing, or sadness or uncertainty. We too can hear that oft repeated command, Do not be afraid. So in the words of a daily devotional that I am reading, let us continue our Advent journey, bravely getting up and joining the adventure, even when we don’t know where it will take us. Boldly claiming the Good News that we know will come. Waiting with joy as we reach out with the grace of God that is so much more than amazing. Trusting that
God is busy at work, readying the world for the incarnation of Jesus Christ, busy making all things new. For in doing so, you will find that the peace of Christ calms your fears, soothes your longings and fills you with joy and salvation. Amen.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Day 7: Snow Does Not Make Christmas, Christmas

People have been complaining like crazy that there hasn't been any snow in Stockholm yet.  Nary even a flake, which truth be told, is pretty unusual for this late in the season.  However, one resident of this fair city is not among the complainers for I am quite ambivalent about the cold, white stuff that falls from the sky.  Don't get me wrong...I do love the beauty of freshly fallen snow.  I love the way it brightens up our dark landscape and I do enjoy watching Tanner roll around in it.  And granted, if it's going to be cold then there might as well be snow because a snow covered dead landscape is much nicer than the stark bareness that ensues during a winter without snow.  
Out for an afternoon walk in the dark, cold, snowless landscape.

But what I do have to object to is this notion that it can't be Christmas without snow.  Since when does snow constitute a key element of the nativity? I suppose it's because I grew up in warm climate that the association of snow and Christmas was never indelibly etched into my psyche.  When friends would ask, "How could you celebrate Christmas without snow?" I would blithely reply, "How could you stand not riding the bike you got for Christmas until spring?"  All climates have their advantage!  I mean, White Christmas was certainly an exotic fantasy but seriously, I liked eating grilled steak on Christmas Eve!  So this year, the weather has been quite mild and we've had very little rain so it's been dry and pleasant.  I have not found reasons to complain about the weather, which is pretty good for me because I complain about weather a lot!  I find it hilarious that as I write this I just came in from a wet, windy walk with Tanner.  Today is the worst weather we've had all season...and if I'm honest, I'd rather have snow than rain.  But even so, weather is not shaping my Advent journey.  And for those of you longing for some of that white stuff, while you're waiting for the temperature to drop and the moisture in the air to be just right, remember that waiting for something with eager expectation is all part of the Advent Adventure.  Just don't forget that snow or no snow...the Savior is drawing near.  

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Day 6: Jaw Dropper

Southern California has had some serious wind lately and since I have family and friends who live there I jumped on the Los Angeles Times website to see if I could get come information.  Of course, many photos have been posted and as I flipped through them this morning, I literally felt my jaw drop open as I looked at the incredible damage done by these storms.  It jarred me and I found myself wanting more and more information, searching for more photos to reveal to me what is going on in home State.
This got me to thinking about the things in our lives that cause awe or shock.  What constitutes those unexpected moments in life when our eyes pop and our jaw drops and we are changed even if just for moment?
Advent is a season when we should cultivate within our hearts an openness to be wowed!  Part of the waiting narrative is to eagerly anticipate the ways in which God will reveal himself to us once again.  The story of Christ's incarnation is an awe-some, awe-filled event that in some ways should still take our breath away.  A threatening presence however is familiarity.  We know the story, we've memorized the script, and perhaps we even wonder if there is anything that could cause our jaw to drop in the midst of this busy season.  And yet, God is active and alive today in ways that are fresh and new and surprising.  Are we open for a surprise this season or are we just marking the days, savoring tradition, or worse yet, longing for the "whole Christmas business" to just be over and done with?  Are you simply going through the motions of Christmas but not really expecting anything different in the midst of all that familiar?  I encourage you to allow God to create a jaw-dropping moment for you in these days leading up to Christmas.  Wonder and awe surround us as we ready ourselves for the incarnation of Jesus Christ and anticipate the word made flesh once more.  Do not allow your familiarity with this journey to remove your sense of awe and surprise.  God allows us to know him and know him well, but God can also continue to reveal new things to us, just as he has for past 2000 years.